My heart

My heart is never idle when I am alright but one I am worried, the activities of my heart tends to switch.
My thoughts tends to search far into possibilities and the least of normal imaginations.
I tend to argue the nature of things,the truth about principles, secrets, opinions as well as the makeups of the real men.
I found that my mind can criticise, analyse,aswell as dispute just about anything.
How be it that these tendencies are real elements of of my freedom of thought, belief and freedom of DECISION.
But these same tendencies are no doubt responsible for my ever struggling faith in and doubts about the genuiness of certain forces rgarded as supernatural!.
What is this that makes me imagine that I have powers to question and argue the natures ofgiven beings and their realities.
But I look inside it appears like many of these realities also make their lots to change my fate.....but I only question and only get curios about their strenghts and mights, how then would their efforts and effect target my acheivements....I WILL YET KNOW.
AAcceptably, nearly many of these unknowns have sought my strenghts.....they want to do something about my doubts, but what do they know?
These are just my fingers on the keyboard penning down these confusions I experience.

am sorry, I should av added some smile.....

but, that was then, I really did smile.

Glory be to God, it is a new dawn today

This one even

seemed worse ( as in no smiles)

But the more lovely ones are b4.